2014年01月20日

Years of relentless, helpless life



Prosperous brocade, time flies. Time flies, has been in the red for more than 20 years. When you look back, those childhood memories like it was yesterday. May be too be light of heart from care for childhood, see the yard playing a small friends occasionally, feel so cordial, very could not help but follow the bouncing, laugh teeth exposedfashion women clothing wholesale.

Every time when the dead of night, always sitting alone at the window, his melancholy. Turned and looked at herself in the mirror, secretly lights shining, fuzzy as a column statues, read no emotion, not reading life. This moment is reflected in the dim lightManaged Cloud, I found myself in the mirror as if the old a lot. Did not face the signs of aging, but the heart is old. In the face of the coming years, who can change? Who can calm? Institute of silence, learned to hide his habit, a cigarette after waking, accustomed to a glass of wine is excited, also used this faint light and on their own at a loss.

2011 will be gone. But still can't get out of the shadow of life lost.

What time can go out of the confusion of the shado subtank plus ?

What time can not barren?

What the heart will not feel lonely?

What time can stand up and step into the future?

The young diary writing, diary writing, youth confusion, now missing can't write half sentence used to show off. Every word is full of sorrow. I am accustomed to sad words? Maybe I am accustomed to a sad.

When walking in the alleys, always feel you in my side, but no matter what I seek, but can not see your shadow!... I was silent, I did not give up. Maybe I'm not the silence. But do not silence again how? In front of the road forks, a solitary figure standing at a crossroads, stare, look forward to a road is your call. But no, never...! Pretend does not matter, in fact, I really care about, see you smile every day, I feel satisfied. Every time I want to hold your hand, today is you still smile, one of your action, even if it is a step, but also affects my heart, but I cannot seem to hold your hand, only tears...

Sometimes watching others sad words, the heart also cast light melancholy, so he wrote a few words alone, but looking back on his words also sadness too.... I have been lonely alive, when people see this topic, may think this person is too corrupt, but you really think about it, will know that in fact. Sometimes, some things only themselves, their thinking. So will choose silence. In front of people wearing too many masks, walk in the crowd which is the true yourself? Maybe only when faced with their own the most real. Some things clearly know their misconduct, but in front of people don't speak, sometimes it is not happy, but will still go to say something is not funny entertaining others.

Only at night, lights wanes to the close, when faced with their own will know how tired, how reluctantly, how helpless... In the torrent of human thought, I was lonely, in the human world is lonely....... Live
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